Life is a scary cycle. You dont live it the way you want and then you die. You never really live it the way you want because some things you cant have..and then other things take that place. So that wasnt your first choice. So far ive pretty much got nothing of my choice in life. I waa at a wake the other day. My grandmas brother. I wheeled her wheelchair over to his casket and watched her pray. In that 2 minutes i realized shes gonna live the rest of her life without someone she shared it with. Soneone she grew up with and loved who taught her things and who was at her mother,father,and husbands wake sitting right next to her. And now shes at his. She said shes gonna miss him and i didnt say anything but i could only imagine the empty feeling she had that she probably would never share. I dont want to have to deal with any pain like that,watching everyone you love leave and having absolutley no choice but to live through it. I truley think life is torture. Youre suppose to appretiate it and love it and eventually let go. But im greedy. And i dont want to see what happends next. No i dont want to at all.
 | Anonymous : are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month? |
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Life was baadd
I’d just like to say that I had an overall very good day other than the fact that my brains been clouded with bad thoughts buttt I made it. So I’d like to say goodnight, as well as I hope you have good dreams. ;(
